You know that feeling? When you get butterflies in your stomach
and stuff just because this one guy pays more attention to you
than the rest? When you get all giggly because he gave you a
nickname? I’m entirely smittened but I don’t know if I like it.
You know the feeling you get when you’re trying to get
through to a person but they just don’t get it? They just
don’t understand where you’re coming from because
they can’t see past their selfish and stubborn ways.
You know the feeling of just utter shock, that you can’t
believe a person who you once loved just did that to you.
It’s a crazy feeling that I can’t explain but after writing
all this out, I finally know what it is. To some extent,
that feelings just close enough to closure.
I just came back from an amazing trip to London. It only
lasted a few days and that is definitely just way too short.
There’s just so much of London I haven’t experienced
and so much of that country I haven’t enriched yet. I’ve
always wanted to study in England and from this day, I
vow to you, it’s going to happen. Just wait and see. It’s
the closest thing I have to a dream and I’m going to
accomplish it. I’ll post some pictures soon.
My boyfriend means the world to me. His happiness is my happiness
and it’s come to my realisation that I frequently upset him. This post
is for him, to let him know that he’s the only person that I could ever
love whole-heartedly, that he’s the most special human being on this
planet and even though we’re 7053 miles away, he can still make me
feel right at home.
Jake, I love you and I can’t wait to see you again.